So. Last week, my husband lost his job.
We don't know exactly what that means for us right now, other than the obvious "there will be no fun money" situation.... He is optimistic that he will find employment elsewhere ASAP, and I'm doing my best to be cheery and supportive. But inside I keep doing and re-doing our household budget....wondering if we can afford to keep Wee Bit in daycare...knowing that if we take her out and have her stay home with Dad, the money saved still won't be enough to cover his portion of the monthly bills (namely, his car payment and student loans) for very long....and if we take her out, we'll lose her spot, which would suck if DH finds a job later.
Argh. I'd much rather curl up in a cave and stitch and not acknowledge any of this.